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Thursday, May 22, 2008

guess the 'studying' didnt pay off. what i do is what i get.
anyways it is set that i am going to fail econs. sadly. sadly.
unfortunately.
the horrible feeling when i check through the lecture notes to find out that only half of the contents are in there. and that half is the everything i've wrote. the remaining bits and strands with the remaining time is the other half or less. so what is the use?
and minus of the language which i use which is not so economic.

anyways, you think you so great huh.
i admit i 'make use' of the overtime quite a lot of time.
find me one flaw i've done or one 'benefit' i tried to derive for you in times of crisis such as the A's B's or C's.
not that i've mind what you do.
but that you do, you are so 'unfair'.
dont mind the pun.

childish-ness to a certain extent can be tolerated.
calling people names to a certain extent can be tolerated.
but there is limit too, that all should know.
so what?

on the other note, i feel that a normal friendship goes to strain like this with the 'help' of a 'third party'. sadly.
be glad with yours as i am fine with mine, you seem as distant than never before regardless of attempts from me to reach to you which i doubt you feel so, so you think you're helping still?

you can do the same to the other, but you cant to me, which i dont suppose you too, but you expect me too. but unseemingly impossible now.

maybe disappointment can sharpen the knife.
get ready for the next kill.
GP.